When I am chronically ill…

When I am chronically ill

And have a very unwell day

1. I start my plans on a robot body. Still in the robust planning phase.
2. Decide to take over the world… next week.
3. Put aside my plans to climb Mount Everest ONCE AGAIN.
4. Make a list of all the things I need to do. Like this. And number one being get the actual energy to do the things on said list.
5. Nap for a complete 5 days
6. Decide I am going to Beat this Thing. Know that is impossible. Have a good solid 5 minute cry.
7. Rage against the universe. Reserve this for only 10 minutes
8. Try to do a thing. Anything. And get crushed by my body’s refusal to cooperate with this plan
9. Work in another good cry in here somewhere
10. Chat GPT why napping never produces any actual energy
11. Go for a long walk around the living room
12. Contemplate my existence while I should be sleeping

A little of this, a little of that